I wont forget today...
I wish it wont fade away...I keep happi memories in my drawer in my mind.
If I have toubles and feel unhappy..and feel so lonely ,
Please remind me to open the drawer..can you?
If I forget to respect someone and become foolish ,again remind me to open this drawer.
Thank you for being with me and thank you for taking care of me....

and..Wish my beloved father and mother ,my family ,my lover, my friends, and all of people who always help me very merry Christmas!!
I love dad and mum forever..I am really missing you...
Dad ,,You are always my superman..u always support me..love you soooo much..
Mum,,you are great woman..and if i am in reborned, I want to choose you as mum..
cant wait next week..i m flying over to Japan to see my family..

Today I cooked Japanese home cooking and cold udon at home.
but always I have dinner alone. sometimes I feel so lonely.I like to have dinner with family.
Especially I really miss my mum cook...I am going back to Japan in this end of year .
so...............excited!
after meal, I made Japanese Genmai tea ,which made me relax...good tea time.
I realized that I am 100% Japanese..haha
wondering now in Japan getting cold..actually I dont like cold though i have family there, makes me warm ...

Hohoho,what you wan???

Every day so tired, how come last a few weeks, I have been exhausting???
After work, almost die. 5:30 onward, feel like to laying down on bed,,anywhere can .
We have talked about how we spend chinese new year almost of dayz, but
how we spend on X'mas day???
Anyone has good idea?
Having nice dinner? What I want to do is that staying gogerous hotel and spa...hehehe
wake up late next day and be lazy..hhehe
I checked out some high class hotel though, of coz you know full-booking..
yeah everyone think same thing..
but last time when we passed by Rendevous Hotel, we found that they got nice lounge where got a big Plazma TV ( nowadayz i am so curious abt TV) and got some sofa (but doesnt like comfortable oh shit!)
Staying the hotel also nice isnt it?
next day, I enquiry the hotel ..yeah still has vacancy ..SGD280/night inclusive breakfast & evening drinks...not bad.. Anyone wan stay wif me ar??
but only one night spend money feel a bit gilty..
Yeah save money for travel !

X'mas is coming soon but then I have not decided wat should buy for X'mas gift .
Always looking for something nice ...
didnt even think of how to spend on christmas...alamak..
wat u wan for Christmas??
Oh no...dont know....
Anyway,this weekend I will attend X'mas party which is organized by my fren ( actually my biz partner ) at her condo...
X'mas cant wait for me....

Then who is my Santa?? Where is he??

After raining,it should be sunny day

Yesterday I was sad.
After working out for a few hours, I felt volmiting since I had not done it for a few weeks, my body was aching, my heartbeat was so fast ,and I had headache.
After bodycombat, I just ran 6Km and made 120times sit-ups and took sauna.I bought some vegetables to cook vege soup.Cooked dinner and finished dinner at home, headache was worser...Laid down on bed ... I tried wake myself up and went down to see ...
looked so tired also, and looked irritated..I wanted to take care . Thinking of how to help ...any words could not help. any solution,,,thinking so much but because I was tired and had headache, could not help..so sorry what can I help?

Today, I took last chinese class . After class, I went to TCC at Clark Quay where I always spend time . The staff was smiling on me .I felt somehow happy. I took a cup of soup for my lunch alone there but I felt so good .. even though I could not sleep very well last night and still tired...
Smiles makes me happy . I love smiles.
Went to China town to enquire about travelling to Thailand on Chinese New Year.
I thought that staying there should be so so expensive since it s CNY.
Visited some travel agency, got good info ..Will check if we can take leaves .
Went to IKEA to see TV table and sofa.
I am going to buy TV finally ,not LCD one .Because a salesman of our one of vender told me that LCD and Plazma TV `s technology has not been stable yet so far, better buy nomal TV and save money for my future...I see...better not to buy that..rite?
Didnt buy anything,just look around . Found nice furniture ..imaging if I buy house here...hehe
Had a nice dinner. Ordered Japanese food , and dim sum.Not bad..talking talking ..hope yesterday was dream.
Took bus, looked still not good...worried about it...
Jalan-Jalan for a while at Funan Centre to see some TVs and PC .
and passed by the court. wah..it s old building,is it?
I took photos because I got liked this sky before sun set. Jalan-Jalan again in the park and sat on
bench for relaxing..that was good time. I heard sounds of wave ..really comfortable. Precious time..Thanks god.

Headache looked serious...going to home is better..took a bus and went back home...

Today was much better day.
Tomorrow would be much more better.
Right???

Diva...Paula DeAnda..
when I listened to this song`Walk away` at Radio for the first time,
I become a big fan of her ..her voices are amazing ...yeah yeah it made me feel so good..This is what I wish to listen to..also her looks also perfect. Sexy,pretty and Gorgerous.. you know she is just 16 yrs old. .anyway She is the one I wan to keep eyes on...

Travel to heaven together?

Talking about chinese new year holiday and travelling to Bankok.
over the phone ,we just went to Jet star website to check ticket and hotel..

`hey,click departure date`
`huh? like this ,wat? wat is return and one way ar?`
`oh my god, my one can not go to 21st/Feb lei...how come ar?`
`so cheep ..ei,,wait ar...oh no ,SGD540 ..like tat..`


So, can you go with me??
sure or not?
If yes, i am very happy...

good nite!