in d dark.....
22:30
at hawker centre, i was alone ,having late dinner .Finally, i found the place
to fill in my stomach.
stil a lots ppl r hving meal n drinking around me ,such a noisy place though,
i cant hear anything...
exhausted.sighs. n sadness,hopeless like being in the dark.
every minute, every seconds, never stop thinking of u even though handling a lots of
urgent matters at d office,
never stop thinking...
how come i cant change my fate?
how come god always give me hardship?
i think i hv already faced soooo many sadness.
i dont diserve it, plz take me to UTOPIA,no more pain.
Damnn...
i cant hear anything.
i m fed up with it...
u asked me b happy forever n wont change myself..but how?
how can i keep on smiling on you? can not.
coz i m not yr robbot, i cry, get angry ,,and love someone.


An old man was stitting in front of me, drinking a bottle of beer alone with closing his eyes,looks sad.
wat is he thinking of?
i keep my eyes on him. why he looks sad?

in d bus heading for my place, deleted sms except for ones coming frm u.
and reading his sms ,it reminds me of dayz we shared .
dont wanna delete ur sms , coz if i delete them, i feel that u fade away..

just keep for waitin sms or call...
Silly of me. why i m always ....dont think like this, dont b silly anymore.

go for club as usual..
to forget it...

wanna b happy always
wanna keep on smiling
wanna b being together
dont wanna wake up

i m not recycle bin....

i really cant hear anything,,what happened to me ?
i m in d dark,,no need to ask for help coz nobody wont come for sure.
u never thought n understand me tat how much i m crying...